I am looking around my home and realize I need to get something checked off my list. The playroom is unfinished in my efforts to create a play haven, in fact that it would be slightly dangerous to a newly crawling baby (which I don’t have quite yet). My thank you excel sheet and all of the notes are precariously stacked all over my desk and I have actual work (the value add mom’s do to feel useful, you know beyond parenting, cleaning, cooking, etc.) of taxes and account receivables to fit in as well. I told my husband I have been very busy today…getting Elle dressed, lunch made, feeding, changing and giving meds to the baby, getting Elle to school, visiting for 30 mins with my BBM ladies and then running home to meet with PAT (parents as teachers) to make sure Alyse (my 7month old) is on the right track. I say all of this as I am making little gift bags for my nephews Easter baskets and heating up his lunch. I can say honestly I guess i was wanting a pat on the back for all of my minute accomplishments, but really it just meant I wasn’t prioritizing. I knew it and so did he. So today’s journey is about just making time for everything..as I sneak away from my desk to read my daughter her new book…lol.
Roxxy,
Thank you for sharing your innermost thoughts with me through this blog. It truly shows how difficult losing Otto is on you in so many different ways. I think of you often and offer up prayers to Jesus, then think of how unfair life is. I love you!
-Anna